divineanarchy:

I want to sleep but I’m afraid to let my thoughts wander. I have too much on my mind and I know if I give sleep even the slightest attempt, it will go horribly wrong. Sleep is never an option for me anymore, even being depressed I find myself losing sleep- usually the opposite of what I’m usually like. It’s like I’m dying for it, but I don’t trust myself enough to let my mind release it’s thoughts at the moment.

nigga u found the internet-______________________-”